“这几年时间就这么过去了。安娜·阿列克丝耶夫娜已经有了两个孩子。当我来到卢格诺维奇家时,仆人们都对我露出亲切的笑容,孩子们大叫着帕韦尔·康斯坦蒂诺维奇叔叔来了,吊到我脖子上,每个人都欣喜若狂。他们不知道我的内心在经历怎样的挣扎,认为我也是高兴的。每个人都把我看作一个贵族。大人们和孩子们都觉得一个高贵的人正穿梭在他们的家里,这使得他们对我的态度有一种特殊的吸引力,仿佛他们的生活有了我也更纯净和更美好了。安娜·阿列克丝耶夫娜和我经常一起去剧院,总是走着去。我们常常肩膀擦着肩膀,并排坐在前排座位里。我会一言不发地从她手里拿过观剧望远镜,感觉那一刻她就在我身旁,她就是我的,没有对方我们将活不下去。可是由于某些奇怪的误解,走出剧院我们总是仿佛陌生人一样说再见分手了。天知道镇上已经有些什么人在谈论我们了,可是完全没有一句真话!
“Meanwhile the years were passing. Anna Alexyevna already had two children. When I arrived at the Luganovitchs’ the servants smiled cordially, the children shouted that Uncle Pavel Konstantinovitch had come, and hung on my neck; every one was overjoyed. They did not understand what was passing in my soul, and thought that I, too, was happy. Every one looked on me as a noble being. And grown-ups and children alike felt that a noble being was walking about their rooms, and that gave a peculiar charm to their manner towards me, as though in my presence their life, too, was purer and more beautiful. Anna Alexyevna and I used to go to the theatre together, always walking there; we used to sit side by side in the stalls, our shoulders touching. I would take the opera-glass from her hands without a word, and feel at that minute that she was near me, that she was mine, that we could not live without each other; but by some strange misunderstanding, when we came out of the theatre we always said good- bye and parted as though we were strangers. Goodness knows what people were saying about us in the town already, but there was not a word of truth in it all!
“后来的几年里安娜·阿列克丝耶夫娜开始时常去看望她母亲或去她姐姐那。她开始情绪低落,开始认为她的生活被扰乱,并感到不满了,她有时不再关心她的丈夫,也不关心她的孩子了。她已开始接受神经衰弱的治疗。
“我们在一起时除了沉默还是沉默。而在外人面前她对我表现出一种奇怪的愤怒,不管我说什么,她都跟我唱反调,要是我与人争论,她就支持我的对手。如果我掉了什么东西,她会冷冷地说:
“‘恭喜你了。’
“去剧院时如果我忘了拿观剧望远镜,过后她会说:
“‘我知道你会忘记的。’
“In the latter years Anna Alexyevna took to going away for frequent visits to her mother or to her sister; she began to suffer from low spirits, she began to recognize that her life was spoilt and unsatisfied, and at times she did not care to see her husband nor her children. She was already being treated for neurasthenia.
“We were silent and still silent, and in the presence of outsiders she displayed a strange irritation in regard to me; whatever I talked about, she disagreed with me, and if I had an argument she sided with my opponent. If I dropped anything, she would say coldly:
“ ‘I congratulate you.’
“If I forgot to take the opera-glass when we were going to the theatre, she would say afterwards:
“ ‘I knew you would forget it.’
“不知道是幸运还是不幸,在我们的生活中没有不散的筵席。因为卢格诺维奇被指派为西部一个省份的主席,离别的日子终于到来了。他们不得不卖掉他们的家具,马,和夏季别墅。当他们驾车去别墅时,然后回想到他们是最后一次去看看那花园,那绿色的屋顶,每个人都很难过,而我知道我不得不说再见的不只是别墅而已。已经安排好八月底我们给安娜·阿列克丝耶夫娜送行,她去克里米亚,那里的医生正在照看她。紧接着卢格诺维奇和孩子们动身去西部省份
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